Paul Its Been A While Since I Wrote Somethin On Here So I Figured Id Show You Some Love. How Yea Been P.. Me Im Alright I Guess Stressin Right Now Over Not Having A Job But Other Then That Im Real Good. I Miss U So Much Paul Me And Van Did A Song For Yea "Tha Wheels In Tha Sky" And Me And Jay Pierce Did Another One Called "Come Away With Me" Jus Tryin Ta Keep The Memories In Peoples Minds And Believe It Everyone Who Hears It Fills Up So Your Still In Everyones Hearts. And Believe Me Theres More to Come Ill Be Doin More For you. Paul I Just Wanna Thank You For Making Me The Man I Am Today If It Wasent For You Id Be A Trouble Maker And I Love You For That. Its Comin Up On 3 Years God Damm Man It Seems Like Yesterday Us Just Messin Around Doin Dumb Stuff I Still Cant Believe It But I No Your Ok So Thats What Helps Me. I Love You Paulie And Will Always Miss You Till I See You Ill Be Back Soon My Brother
Love You Paulie aKa Prob
Love Brian
this song is so true... i miss you paulie / Amymarie Leidy (friend)
I wish, I wish, I wish To every city I wish, I wish, I wish Every hood I wish, I wish, I wish And every block I wish, I wish, I wish Good Ol' America!
Rollin' through the hood Just stopped by to say what's up Came to let you know That your baby boy ain't doing so tough And even though you passed Going on four long years Still waking up late at night crying tears Just thinking about those days You used to talk to me Smilin' while I'm sippin' on this Hennesy And remember we bragged on how rich we would be To get up out this hood was like a fantasy
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin' Oh I can't believe my ears And what everybody's sayin' And boy I'll tell you Folks don't know the half I would give it all up Just to take one ride
(With you) How I used to kick it on the front porch (With you) And how I used to lay back and smoke weed (With you) And all the little days and party joints we'd do Now I'm just missing you How I wish
I wish that I could hold you now I wish that I could touch you now I wish that I could talk to you Be with you somehow I know you're in a better place And you know I can see your face I know you're smiling down on me Saying everything's okay And if I never leave this thug life I'll see you again someday I wish, I wish, I wish I wish, I wish, I wish
Now ever since this money come Been nothing but stress Sometimes I wish I could trade in my success Y'all look at me and say boy you've been blessed But y'all don't see the inside of my unhappiness Man I swear this shit gets heavy like a ton That's why you hear me shootin' This real shit off like a gun Hmm I wonder how my friends would treat me now If I wasn't iced up with a Bentley and a house That's why fake ass niggas get fake ass digits And fake ass playas get a real playa hatin' 'em Honey Love goes platinum and y'all ass come around But y'all don't wanna raise the roof Until my shit is going down
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin' Oh I can't believe my ears And what everybody's sayin' And boy I'll tell you Folks don't know the half I would give it all up Just to take one ride
(With you) How I used to hoop off in them tournaments (With you) And how I used to club hop on weekends (With you) Your family called the morning of the tragic end Damn, my condolensces
I wish that I could hold you now I wish that I could touch you now I wish that I could talk to you Be with you somehow I know you're in a better place And you know I can see your face I know you're smiling down on me Saying everything's okay And if I never leave this thug life I'll see you again someday I wish, I wish, I wish I wish, I wish, I wish
Voices in my head be telling me to come to church Saying the Lord is the only way for you to stop the hurt Dreaming of windows black tinted like a hurst When waking up to life sometimes seems worst And all I ever wanted is to be a better man And I try to keep it real with my homies now For me to save the world I don't understand How did I become the leader of a billion men?
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin' Oh I can't believe my ears And what everybody's sayin' And boy I'll tell you Folks don't know the half I would give it all up Just to take one ride
(With you) How I used to street perform on Friday (With you) And how I used to go to church on Easter Sunday (With you) Standing here throwing them songs at me Somebody pray for me
I wish that I could hold you now I wish that I could touch you now I wish that I could talk to you Be with you somehow I know you're in a better place And you know I can see your face I know you're smiling down on me Saying everything's okay And if I never leave this thug life I'll see you again someday I wish, I wish, I wish I wish, I wish, I wish
Forgiveness/ Aunt Kathy I recently asked someone why I get so angry that you took your life, and why I have a hard time forgiving you sometime. The wise man said: He is in heaven holding a lighted candel and everytime I think negative thoughts of you for what you have done I blow out that candel and leave you in the dark.
I want above all things for you to be at peace and be happy. So I will try my best and ask God to help me not to hold onto that cold heart.
I love you and miss you Pal. And look forward to seeing you in heaven.
Love Always, Aunt Kathy
Forgiveness/ Aunt Kathy Paulie,
One year and four days ago your spirit left this earth. What a heartbreaking night that was and has been since.
I know you didn't mean to break our hearts. I know you wish you didn't do what you did that horrible night. I know you are in heaven and God has forgiven you.
I know that you have been wiping our tears. I know that you have been hugging us and getting us through each day.
I know that you want and need to be forgiven by us here on earth. You have better things to do now. I forgive you. Please forgive yourself. Remeber that you were only human on earth, and noone is perfect, we all make mistakes that we regret.
Fly at peace my angel. Until we meet again...
Hey Paul, you would be so proud of Brian. He has a good plumming job. He is a good young man with a very good heart. And he looks really good too. I think he resembles somebody...YOU. haha. Keep watching over Brian, and your Mom and Dad.
Not a day goes by that I don't look at your picture and talk to you. As if you didn't know, haha, you know.
CHARACTER IS NOT MEASURED BY TIME NOR VALUE BY EMPTY PHRASES. LOVE AND SPIRIT ENDURE AND SUSTAIN, ALL WHO YOU TOUCHED, IN YOUR ABSENCE.
REST IN PEACE SWEET ONE!
letter from heaven / An Angel Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here badly, you're part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man,"
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry: it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too; That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain; Then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain." And now I am contented...that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low; Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....from that body to be free. Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
a year later / S.o.s (friend) One year among the angels, beloved, thou hast been; One year has heaven's white portal shut back the sound of sin: And yet no voice, no whisper, comes floating down from thee, To tell us what glad wonder a year of heaven may be.
Our hearts before it listen, the beautiful closed gate: The silence yearns around us; we listen and we wait. It is thy heavenly birthday, on earth thy lilies bloom; In thine immortal garland canst find for these no room?
Thou lovedst all things lovely when walking with us here; Now, from the heights of heaven, seems earth no longer dear? We cannot paint thee moving in white-robed state afar, Nor dream our flower of comfort a cool and distant star.
Heaven is but life made richer: therein can be no loss: To meet our love and longing thou hast no gulf to cross; No adamant between us uprears its rocky screen; A veil before us only; -- thou in the light serene.
That veil 'twixt earth and heaven a breath might waft aside; We breathe one air, beloved, we follow one dear Guide: Passed in to open vision, out of our mists and rain, Thou seest how sorrow blossoms; how peace is won from pain.
And half we feel thee leaning from thy deep calm of bliss, To say of earth, "Beloved, how beautiful it is The lilies in this splendor, -- the green leaves in this dew; 0, earth is also heaven, with God's light clothed anew!"
So, when the sky seems bluer, and when the blossoms wear Some tender, mystic shading we never knew was there, We'll say "We see things earthly by light of sainted eyes; She bends where we are gazing, to-day, from Paradise."
Because we know thee near us, and nearer still to Him Who fills thy cup of being with glory to the brim, We will not stain with grieving our fair, though fainter light, But cling to thee in spirit as if thou wert in sight.
And as in waves of beauty the swift years come and go, Upon celestial currents our deeper life shall flow, Hearing, from that sweet country where blighting never came, Love chime the hours immortal, in earth and heaven the same.
One Year / S.O.S From My Heart To Yours (A Friend ) One Year In Heaven
One year in heaven, One year you've been there, So far away, Someday I'll see you in the air, One year in heaven, I miss you so much, Smile down upon me, And show me your love.
One year in heaven, It seems like so long, Since the last time I saw you, And then you were gone, One year in heaven, You left earth to soon, But I know they need you, More then I do,
One year in heaven, I'm alone on the earth, I miss your sweet kisses, And all that you're worth, One year in heaven, Is God really there? Why did he take you, As I cried in despair.
One year in heaven, I still see your face, The day that you took, The last breath you would take, One year in heaven, Why did you die, I know God needed you, But still I cry.
One year in heaven, Soon I'll be there, So wait by the gate, Please, this do swear, One year in heaven, To me it is long, But you have no pain, From this earth you have gone.
One year in heaven, It's so hard to move on, I'll send you a prayer, And sing you a song, One year in heaven, Life's not the same, Since you left this world, I'm living in a daze.
One year in heaven, You watch from above, Sit there and smile, And send me your love, One year in heaven, You may think it's just a day, But this world is so different, Since God took you away
i miss you.. / Linda O'connor (friend) paul, Just stopping by to tell ya that i miss having you around you were the best. its already been a year since your gone i cant believe it. Not a week goes by that either me or one of my sisters has a story about you... i miss having you around to make people laugh with your corney ass jokes. Remember that time in furness that dude stepped on my foot and you went to go bet him up. you was real serious. lol. well what can i say brother and sister in laws got to stick to gether lol.. well i got to go miss ya tell we meet again rest in peace.. love always linda
1 year already.... i miss you / Linda O'Connor (friend)
paul, its been a year since you past. still wondering y u had to go.. i just down and remember all the good times that we had and laugh. u was a relly good person and i'm sure thats y god needed you. he only takes the good ones right. I'm just glad i meet you. i will always remember the time you took up for me when that chinese dude stepped on my broken foot. lol you was real serous. what can you say you was my brother in law for a little bet... love you paul. you'll always be in my heart and i never ever forget you. happy birthday again.. linda
EASTER/ MARIE REVAK (AUNT)
hI PAUL Happy Easter Hope you and Gram are spending it together and with your mom mom Fair and poppop Chick. Enjoy the famous Ham AND POT SALAD DINNER TOGETHER. Will be thinking of you all that day. Make sure gram and mom mom get thier usuall potted plant. LOVE YA AUNT REE .
Paulie/ Helen (Aunt) It's been 8 months since I received the worse phone call in my life. My mind still has a hard time believing you're gone but my heart knows it's true. Yep, you took a piece of my heart too. I haven't gotten through a day without thoughts of you, your family and your friends. You didn't know the effect you would have on so many people's future. You will never be forgotten.
Love ya Paul Aunt Helen
In Loving Memory / Mom And Brian (Mother and brother ) Gone, yet not forgotten, although we are apart, your spirit lives within us, forever in our hearts. luv you forever Mommy and Brian
Paulie my son / Nancy Robinson (mom) Paulie its almost 8 months since everything has happened. People say it gets better but it dont. I miss you so much and someday We will see each other again until then Be my Angel is the sky and keep looking down on me and Brian. Love you so much and miss you.All of my love Mommy
please read this it makes me feel so happy as will it make you..... / Amymarie Leidy (friend)
When I am gone, release me, let me go. I have so many things to see and do. You must not tie yourself to me with tears. Be happy that we had so many years. I gave you my love. You can only guess how much you gave me in happiness. But now it's time I traveled on alone. So grieve a while for me if grieve you must, then let your grief be comforted by trust. It's only for a while that we must part. So bless the memories within your heart. I won't be far away, and life goes on. So if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near and if you listen with your heart, you'll hear all of my love around you soft and clear. And then when you must come this way alone, I'll greet you with a smile and say, "Welcome Home.".......
Author unknown.
everyone please read this when you are feeling down! / Amymarie Leidy (friend)
Message From Heaven
I'm so happy here in Heaven above I'm with Jesus and surrounded by love Please don't cry when you think of me we'll be together again, you'll see I'm earning my wings and learning to fly take comfort in knowing I'll always be near by My time on earth was for such a short while Please remember me with a smile I'm sending this message on the wings of a dove to thank you for showering me with happiness and love.
by: betty j. jones
A LETTER FROM HEAVEN / Annonomys
A letter from heaven To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say, but first of all to let you know that I've arrived ok. I am writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above, where there's no more tears or sadness, there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy because I'm out of sight, remember that I'm with you, every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you, when life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and said "I really welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone, as for your deaest family they'll be here much later on. I need your here so badly, as part of my big plan, there's so much that we have to do to help our fellow man". Then God gave me a list of things he wished for me to do, and foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you. And I will be beside you, every day, and week, and year, and when you're sad I'm standing there to wipe away the tear. When you're fast asleep, and all the chores have taken flight, God and I will be closer to you, always through the night. When you thinking of my life on earth, and all those living years, because you're only human they are bound to bring you tears. Do not be afaid to cry, it does relieve the pain, remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you, all that God has planned, but I can't really let you know for you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth's no more, I am closer to you now than I ever was before. And to my many friends, trust God knows what is best, I'm still not very far away from you, I'm just beyond the crest. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you too, that you give unto the world, so the world will give unto you. So if you help somebody, who is feeling down and low, just lend a hand and pick them up as on your way you go. When you are walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind, I am walking in your footsteps, just half a step behind. And when you feel a gentle breeze or the wind upon your face, that's me giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace. And when its time for you to go, from that body to be free, remember that you're not going away, you're coming home to me. And I will alsawys love you, from this happy land above, I'll soon be in touch again with you, PS God sends his love.
Author Unknown
miss ya / Colleen (Friend)
Paul
I missed seein you this year down 2st for the parade. I was always use to seein ya stagger down the st and walk wit froggy to Wolf. It just wasn't the same this year. miss ya like crazy!
Love,
Colleen
Happy New Years / Brian Robinson (Brother) Hey Paulie How Yea Doin Me Well You Know How Im Doin, I Wanted To Send You Something For Christmas On Here But Our Holiday Was Today And Even Tho The Parade Was Cancelled And Is Not Till Sat It Still Wasent The Same. New Years Eve At Mikeys House We Had Fun As Usual But Even Tho We Had Fun It Jus Wasent The Same And We Was Takin Mad Shots For Yea And Half Of Us Got Sick But Not Me Paul U No I Aint No Rookie HaHa But Sat Is Not Goin To Be The Same But We Will Be Thinkin About You The Whole Squad The Whole Day Wishin We Could Have 1 More New Years With The One Person Who Made Our Day Every Year But We Cant So Everything We Do Durin The Parade Is All For You Paul Ok And Yo Good Lookin On The New Years Gift To Paul U no What Im Talkin About And I No That U Made It Happen So Thank u For Startin My New Years Off Good Wit That One Ill Talk To U Later Tho Iight Paul. Love You Paulie Happy New Years "Lets Go Frogs"
Merry Christmas / Amymarie Leidy (Friend) Merry Christmas from Heaven
I still hear the songs I still see the lights I still feel your love on cold wintry nights.
I still share your hopes and all of your cares. I'll even remind you to please say your prayers.
I just want to tell you, you still make me proud. You stand head and shoulders above all the crowd.
Keep trying each moment to stay in His grace. I came here before you to help set your place.
You don't have to be perfect all the time. He forgives you the slip if you continue the climb.
To my family and friends please be thankful today I'm still close beside you in a new special way.
I love you all dearly, now don't shed a tear. Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year.
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